« Dear Dong Hae,
Write this letter revives me intimate moments that we shared. I could remember each day that we spent together since we met. Meeting, which, I may say, as my life has turned upside than yours. Who would have thought that we are so close? I don’t know if you shared the same feelings as me, but it’s certainly not the most important thing to remember. Without you, I wouldn’t do anything, I’d probably remained the same without trying to change a bit. Do you remember those times in the evening, when we were alone in the apartment and we were meals with what we could find in the fridge? Never once thought to rid the front of the TV and that one was scolding when the next day, our roomates woke us up pulling us by the feet so that we make the household.
Words don’t come to me, and yet I have so much to say. I must say that the time isn’t really appropriate, I should think about writing this letter sooner. I don’t know why it takes this kind of thing to write what a person is for us … that person means to us. I have so wanted to write a nice long letter with words studied for the occasion, but I can’t. So I let my pen down on paper what comes to mind.
Maybe I’m not always able to control what I feel for you. How can - we offer an angel? But I know that you illuminated my nights, my days were less rude in your presence. And you stand there in a drawer of my heart. I think nobody else loved you the way I loved you. Simply because nobody was willing to die for you.
Now I get up at night. I’m in the kitchen, I drink a glass of water, I wonder if my life is worth. You were my half, the one that filled me with happiness.
So who am - I now if you’re not? You disappeared so suddenly that the change of season. Why am - I now forced to live so great a misfortune that your disappearance? Sorry, back - me. Do not leave me alone in this abyss. Pity, turn around and start again from the beginning so that my heart soothes the pain. I beg you. I can not bear the tears burn my face, my heart lacerating my soul, the coldness of our room, gray surrounds me now. I want to get up at night to see only your face.
The pain is so unbearable that I wish never to have known you. But thank you. Thank you for accepting me as I am, thank you for making me grow. Thank you again for bringing me what I need most: a friend. Now you will accompany me in my thoughts forever and if one day I feel lost, I know that I would only look at the sky, watching this full and beautiful moon which illuminate our friendship.
I love you.
Your eternal friend,